He Proposed

Categories: aspirations, future gazing, good times, love & marriage, romance

I’m sitting here at 4:05 AM in the same dizzy, dreary deliciousness that I’ve been in all night. I really just pray this isn’t a dream and I won’t wake up anytime and end it all… I’ve posted pictures of tonight up already and I’m awaiting more… Never did I imagine tonight would be THIS … Read More

Lovely Light

Categories: esteem, figuring it out, growing, romance

This morning I woke up and my room was chilled to perfection (I love the cold). I was especially warm and toasty under my warm comforters and the loveliest light had entered the room. I laid there rested and wondered if I had overslept… 8:44 the clock said… Hmmmm… So I checked my watch face. … Read More

Infidelity

Categories: celebrations, love & marriage, romance

I have been cheating. That’s right. I’ll come out and say it. I’ve been having a torrid passionate all-encompassing affair. And it’s thrilling. It’s rejuvenated me and renewed my excitement in life and I’m not ashamed of it. I’m so proud of it I’m telling the world. I’ve been covert about it and scared to … Read More

Self Loathing

Categories: celebrations, excursions, friends, good day, romance

“We don’t like ourselves sometimes,” mom said today as she cut half of the jelly donut waiting for my dad when he came back. “More than sometimes,” I replied. I really thought about what she said today. We hate ourselves sometimes, even. Downright don’t care enough to treat ourselves with love and respect. To care … Read More

Deuil

Categories: death, love & marriage, media, reminiscing, romance

This weekend started for me on Friday. I woke up and my eye was acting conjunctivitis-ish. But it calmed down for the day and I was at work. Learning much at the hands of Mr. K.Deeezay. He’s really so very smart. I wonder if I’m going to learn everything I need to before he breaks … Read More

Dreamy

Categories: celebrations, excursions, love & marriage, romance

Date night was. I felt like I was in high school again. Firstly, my baby remembered that we had always passed this sign on the highway on our way to his apt that said “ARIRANG – HIBACHI RESTAURANT” and said to each other that we’d want to go… So last night was his turn for … Read More

Pleased

Categories: good day, love & marriage, romance

So today was pretty productive. I got a lot of things squared away at work. I didn’t putz around half as much today as I did yesterday, so it felt good to accomplish something. Then after work Dee and I went to get well deserved Manicures / Pedicures at Bloomies. Before I left work, I … Read More