Categories: catching up, figuring it out, health

Dag. It’s been a while since I wrote. I’m not sure I’ve ever taken this amount of time away from it. I’ve just gotten quieter with age. It’s so funny… I can remember how chatty I was as a child and how my mom would continually wish for me to quiet down. She couldn’t understand … Read More

Well… 2020…

Categories: catching up, figuring it out, what in the entire hayle

2020 has been quite the year thus far. Standing on the brink of May and we’ve been through a lot.  I was on medical leave for 6 weeks.  About week 2 of that leave, a worldwide pandemic of coronavirus (COVID-19) started to sweep across and sicken droves of people.  This called for a worldwide quarantine- … Read More


Categories: figuring it out, future gazing, why am i doing this again?

Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned. The second mouse, wouldn’t quit. He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out. -Frank Abagnale, Sr. – Catch Me If You Can Two years ago, I was in a peculiar situation.  One that I’d never been during … Read More


Categories: esteem, figuring it out

MY movie. I am the star. Not an extra in anyone else’s. Time to get laser focused. Be ME to ME. Be Selfish. Giving. Doting. Concerned. Generous. Loving. Considerate. Obsessed. With, To and For ME. A true fantasy. All that I’ve been to you… Not enough room to do for both. I’d be a dope … Read More

Ready Player One.

Categories: figuring it out

I’ve been kicking around a theory about this reality as of late.   I think I have it fleshed out enough to put on “paper”. This world we live in is indeed a simulation.  But unlike the tropes that the Matrix sets forth that we’re involuntarily being inserted into this reality and be passively made available … Read More

Alternative Realities

Categories: dreams, figuring it out

I could have sworn I’ve written about him more, but I guess I haven’t.  I scoured the pages of my blog for his reference but really only found two.   The Chocolate Doctor.   The apparition that has materialized in my dreams a number of times.   When he shows up in the dream, I INSTANTLY know who … Read More