Dear Victoria,
Date: December 10, 2017
Dedicated to you, my eternal love. I DO hope they find you and bring you back. Lost Queen – Pharrell Love, Me. *
Vanishing
Date: October 15, 2012
Categories: bad day, esteem, figuring it out, love & marriage, numb, romance, why am i doing this again?
As she stepped out of the office building, the wind slapped rain droplets onto her bare legs reminding her of what effort she went through today just to be ignored. As she propped the manet on her umbrella open and swirled it into place over head, she inhaled deeply and thought to herself, “maybe this … Read More
When I Realized I Loved Him
Date: August 24, 2005
He was my friend for years before we started dating. I cared deeply for him as a friend and he kept doing nice things for me… like bring me a dozen roses on a bad day at work or pick me up a souvenir coming back from a trip outside NY or something like that. … Read More
The Sweetest Things
Date: June 20, 2005
Categories: romance
I LIVE for these little moments. They are the ones that last in my mind forever and ever. And they usually cost no money… require no advance planning but have such a lasting impression that I take them with me into bad days to bring a little light. Lounging around on Sunday afternoon fixing my … Read More
Not Long Enough
Date: May 8, 2005
Weekends need to be my weeks. Monday through Friday, I vie for Saturday and Sunday and just before I get a chance to indulge… they’re over. This weekend was no different. It was quiet and peaceful and fun and relaxing. Everything I needed it to be after last week. Friday started off with a trip … Read More
Tell Him
Date: March 26, 2005
Categories: love & marriage, romance
We would lay there and I’d caress his skin and every inch was a new delightful sensation for me. Did I let him know it? I’d kiss his lips and they were the perfect size and shape for mine and I indulged in him like sweet fruit. Could he feel my enjoyment? I would dote … Read More
To My Rescue
Date: February 16, 2005
Categories: love & marriage, romance
I’ve never been a fanatic for anyone. I’ve never been a fan; or at least, not a habitually screaming one. I used to listen to Marvin Gaye’s recording of the Star Spangled Banner and other live cuts he’d do and hear these women screaming their heads off and think… what the hell was wrong with … Read More
In a Loving Way
Date: February 5, 2005
Categories: random musings, romance
Everyone around me seems like they’re passionately in love today. This morning on the train, every man was singing. Some sweet tune of love with clear crisp voices wrought with dedication. Working at the wine fest this evening, this older couple… they had to be at least 50… snuck into the back of one of … Read More
Listened to
Date: December 12, 2004
This week was especially hard for me. First time in a long time that I almost did the “sleep at work” thing in order to get caught up on some long overdue and piling up work. It definitely helped me to put a dent in what existed. And thanks very much to Blinkwell, I didn’t … Read More
Blessings and Best Wishes
Date: November 9, 2004
So after a whirlwind weekend of excitement and joy on both of our parts, my baby came by yesterday to (finally) and properly request my hand in marriage from my family. My family, who I thought I knew all my life managed to shock me in a way that I didn’t know was possible by … Read More