Running I’m running from stuff. I had a meeting today with a Soror… but it’s all the way out in queens – so I called and cancelled. I should have been in the gym today… but I’m sitting here at work. Although I feel quite good about life right now. I had a good convo … Read More
I’ve been a lot lately. I’m glad I have this long weekend coming up. I can’t say I’d know what to do with myself if I couldn’t just lounge for a couple of days. Valentine’s was uneventful. Between chapter meeting and working the CD concert.. I didn’t get a chance to be with my baby … Read More
Today I’m on the ends of the earth here in Edison New Jersey studying with the Master Jedi himself! He took time off for me to come study with him and as always I’m learning so much. It’s a lot to absorb and sometimes I feel like the way I felt when I was trying … Read More
Okay so I went to get my work out today. Actually… no I didn’t. I left my work out stuff home on purpose. And told myself that I would walk down to Craig and sit with him to get myself in the habit of going down there at all. Of course with my excuse being … Read More
Okay… so I got promoted at work this weekend! And they bumped me up by 10K! It feels good. For now. I’m still cautious. But I really have been feeling the love from my superiors. I don’t even feel threatened by the new cat coming in. He’s really good… and I’m happy that he gets … Read More
I have been observing people more lately. I think I am looking for similarities… or familiarity with them and myself. Today we had a wine tasting event for the company. And I was supposed to go there to work. I should have been there for 5:00… but there was no way I was going to … Read More
First Impressions I’ll start with this because it’s the piece that makes me the angriest… then I can get to all the happy stuff that happened over the week! So… the new boss came in to be met on Friday (after cancelling on Thursday because of the snow… which only made me think… wtf??? But … Read More
My first post of the year on the 4th day of the year. So much has happened in so little time but nothing has changed drastically. I feel like, this year is really going to be different for me. So many steps will be taken and goals achieved. I need to make a list, because … Read More
Boys will be Boys So I did a live moderated chat with B2K today. Honestly before the chat was confirmed on friday night, I had no clue who they were really. I did a little research… and these kids were born in 85…. gosh. I was in the 5th grade. That’s a long time after … Read More
“How are you doing Vic?” “I’m working Very very VERY Fucking hard….” That’s my response. The workload has consumed me… I dream about it. I think about it constantly. Trying so hard not to misstep. I’m barely living life. I’m alive but not living. I’m eating but not tasting. It’s wake up at some ungodly … Read More