Studying with the Jedi!

Categories: catching up, figuring it out, growing, work crap

Today I’m on the ends of the earth here in Edison New Jersey studying with the Master Jedi himself! He took time off for me to come study with him and as always I’m learning so much. It’s a lot to absorb and sometimes I feel like the way I felt when I was trying … Read More

Thanksgiving

Categories: catching up, celebrations, family, growing, love & marriage

I’m grateful for a lot of things. I always am. I’m the kind of person who walks down the street and gives thanks to the Lord for the apple blossoms on the trees during the spring… Or thankful for the moon being so low in the sky and so red or yellow… and allowing me … Read More

Jamaica Funk

Categories: figuring it out, growing, kharma, work crap

“Do you realize that you’re yelling at the top of your voice?” My brother asked me calmly yesterday as we were walking to the restaurant to go have dinner and I was going over, pace by pace, the horrors of work since Friday morning. And when he said it, I stopped and conscientiously started speaking … Read More

Feel Free

Categories: esteem, figuring it out, good times, growing, love & marriage

There’s gonna be a morning when I wake up and FEEL free. I drag myself out of bed every morning. I dread going to the bathroom. I hate getting on the train. Is it supposed to be like this for 40 years? Is this what they were talking about in the business. Can I do … Read More

News Trends

Categories: bad day, esteem, figuring it out, growing, love & marriage

News trends…. from the AMNY Free News Paper in NY. Page 2 – Spits out of Coma: “A local television reporter has emerged from a coma, two months after she was struck in the side of the head by the side mirror of a passing van while covering a story in Harlem… She said she … Read More

Wartime

Categories: change, figuring it out, growing, sorority stuffs

I sometimes forget… that we are in the midst of a war. I care not for what has been “declared”. If I hear that more and more of our troops are dying… We’re still in war. A sobering reminder came to me today. One of my younger (in AKA years) sorors is being deployed. And … Read More

Swoop In

Categories: figuring it out, good day, growing, love & marriage

Just that quickly I get all heated writing about how things aren’t going right. It’s that quickly that he runs and manages to set everything into place. I was so mad I didn’t even want to see him or talk to him. That anger comes from me feeling like I’ve trapped myself in ways. I … Read More

Alignment

Categories: figuring it out, growing, makin moves

I remember telling him that these kinds of things only happen once in a while. I remember saying that these are the kinds of stories that we WANT to tell our kids and grandkids about. We already missed being able to see planets with our naked eye. My memory fails me if it was Venus … Read More

Love

Categories: figuring it out, growing, love & marriage, why am i doing this again?

So I’m really feeling it now. We’re really into each other. Mom and Dad are in Florida because Uncle Rene is dying. And Daddy is taking it pretty hard. So my baby came by last night and set the stage… just how I wanted him to. Candlelight. Music… and LOVE. He talked to me… and … Read More

Light

Categories: esteem, figuring it out, good day, growing

I feel much less burdened today. Although I’m very tired. Today was a day with my soul set on God. I didn’t deviate from it. I felt really clean and airy. I slept moderately well yesterday (despite the bit of nausea last night while I slept… but my baby tells me that he was also … Read More