Disturbing

Categories: change, family, figuring it out, friends

I went to my company’s function today. I had to hoof it cause my baby had prior engagements in the morning. After getting off the LIRR train station (Westbury) I walked to Post Ave and Railroad Ave and there was a Bristol Assisted Living Facility at the end of the street. And right across the … Read More

How Friends Work

Categories: family, figuring it out, friends, growing

Me: I hate my family. Max: oh damn Max: what happened Me: yo… why can’t they just be supportive? Me: why does everyone have to be down on me. You know? Max: what aren’t they supporting Me: i’m in the street this morning getting breakfast for my parents and my aunt sees me in the … Read More

You wanna do WHAT?

Categories: family, what in the entire hayle

I’m surly this morning because I didn’t get a good nights sleep last night. I had finally drifted off to sleep. I believe I may have even started to dream… when the phone rang at 2:36AM. I thought it strange but I picked up the phone and heard mom on the phone in her room … Read More

Sunshine

Categories: family, figuring it out, growing, mommy in training, random musings

Well, I popped awake this morning at about 8:00 and wondered why I couldn’t go back to sleep. I stared at the ceiling and this song kept circling in my head: K-dot did that for his son a while back. But I think it’s so beautiful. Like…makes you wanna rush out and have a kid…almost. … Read More

Buenos Dias, Mamacita Linda

Categories: esteem, family, friends, good day, growing

Good way to start the day. Although it was from a crazy man in a wheelchair that he was pushing with his feet. I’m thinking even better, because even through the craziness, he can see that I’m pretty today 🙂 Maybe I’ll have my girl G take a picture. I’m black leather miniskirt, black sex-me sandals … Read More

Clean

Categories: celebrations, design, family, friends

I did laundry tonight. Thanks to my sweet baby that trekkd all the way out after spending the day moving his stuff back to his mom’s house so that he could help me lug all my laundry to the laundromat. Nothing like clean dry clothes. Makes me happy 🙂 I worked on sug’s sendoff site … Read More

Happy Father’s Day

Categories: celebrations, excursions, family, random musings

Happy Father’s Day!!! To any fathers out there. I’m blessed to have had mine this long… Although he’s crazy! So be a blessing to your kids too, if you can! They hold you in the highest regard. I remember thinking, when I was a little kid… that my dad was the strongest man in the … Read More

Changes

Categories: catching up, family, fear, figuring it out, mommy stories

So I’ve ordered new hosting for my blog… I hated the host I was on before and have come to the decision that I don’t want to get dicked in the ass anymore if I haven’t asked for it. And this is one of those situations where I was like “I’d like to pay for … Read More

Terminal

Categories: death, family, figuring it out

Usually on my way in to the office I pull out my palm pilot to play video games to numb my mind on the commute. But today my mind is sufficiently occupied. As I sluggishly moved around this morning to get ready (armed with the thoughts that i didn’t need to rush because my boss … Read More

Flatline

Categories: family, friends, love & marriage, random musings

Not too much happening lately. Life has really been kind of run of the mill lately. Struggle to wake… stagger to work… fight through the day… stay working late… come home exhausted… struggle to sleep. What a life. *sigh* I was thinking about W & P today. They left for Haiti last night to go … Read More