Today was quite busy… but I managed to make it through for the most part. Seems that one of the on air personalities has taken a bit of a liking to me… Not a bad looking guy, really tall and I imagine if I was single… there’d be some possiblities. But I’m not. Nor am … Read More
Don’t think I’m going down that path. I’m not freaking out about that at all. I LOVE IT. I admire it all the time. I look at it and how it’s not altogether white yet. It’s turning white. And it’s far enough to the front of my head where I don’t have to do crazy … Read More
Celebrations We celebrated Sug’s birthday last night! I was so excited. She’s given me so much hope about turning 30. She’s completely changed her life around… she’s celebrating it in Brazil… when she comes back she’ll be getting ready to leave to live in Switzerland to study culinary arts so she can own her own … Read More
I’ve been writing everyday, but not emptying out my head. Stuff just rolls around in there that I’ve been thinking of. So I guess I can put some things down while I’m here at work, so they can stop buggin’ out in my head. I’m pissed about Haiti. Moreso because I don’t understand why we … Read More
Running I’m running from stuff. I had a meeting today with a Soror… but it’s all the way out in queens – so I called and cancelled. I should have been in the gym today… but I’m sitting here at work. Although I feel quite good about life right now. I had a good convo … Read More
Okay so I went to get my work out today. Actually… no I didn’t. I left my work out stuff home on purpose. And told myself that I would walk down to Craig and sit with him to get myself in the habit of going down there at all. Of course with my excuse being … Read More
I’m sitting here listening to Common and Lauryn Hill’s duet “Retrospect for Life”. So many feelings rush forward for me when I think about what they’re saying. On one hand, I’m so glad that my parents decided to have me. As much as I bitch about life and complain and worry and am afraid… I’m … Read More
Well, he’s off on the road this weekend and won’t be back till Sunday night. Norfolk is the destination this time. And the reason remains the same… a stepshow. I really am going to miss him this weekend. I miss him more and more each time he goes away. I hope he doesn’t get in … Read More
Passover. It’s like the angel of restructuring swept through my office. But somehow, someone managed to scrape a little corporate lamb’s blood on my forehead or over my computer. I was spared. But spared to stand there in the rubble of dismemberment. They “restructured” my entire department. I’m the only one left standing. And I’m … Read More
I sometimes forget… that we are in the midst of a war. I care not for what has been “declared”. If I hear that more and more of our troops are dying… We’re still in war. A sobering reminder came to me today. One of my younger (in AKA years) sorors is being deployed. And … Read More