It’s been quiet in my world. This is something I’m getting used to. If I’m not being bombarded on texts or emails full of things people want from me…. well… it’s quiet. It’s bothering me a lot this week. I could use someone to just chat with. Or hang out with and have nothing important … Read More
Today we learned of a brutal massacre that took place at an elementary school in Danbury Connecticut. Sandy Hills. A gunman who at the time of this writing was identified as Adam L killed his father at his home then traveled to the school where his mother was a teacher and proceeded to kill her … Read More
As she stepped out of the office building, the wind slapped rain droplets onto her bare legs reminding her of what effort she went through today just to be ignored. As she propped the manet on her umbrella open and swirled it into place over head, she inhaled deeply and thought to herself, “maybe this … Read More
I had a comfort food laden liquor flowing dinner with a good friend of mine last night who was interested in saving my heart from ruin. I have recently been heart broken. And I dare say again – because this isn’t the first type of heartbreak of it’s kind. But my friend gave me some … Read More
It’s all coming to a head. Mommy’s sick again and back in the hospital. I have irreconcilable issues with my husband. My real desire to stick around is slipping from my grasp. I’m not really sure how it will all turn out. But I’m praying really hard to have some clarity very soon. *
High Falootin. Hoity Toity. Uppity. Elitist. I’ve been described as such quite often. I don’t really take it as an offense. I actually think it’s a badge of honor. I want… nay… need the best out of life. I believe strongly that EVERYONE should strive for the absolute best. I was having a discussion with … Read More
And the doctor said…. ( para phrasing ) “The biopsy came back positive for cancer cells. We’re just not sure of the origin of the cancer cells so there’ll have to be research done on that. The next logical course of action would be chemotherapy, however your mother’s renal (kidney) function gives us pause. If … Read More
So – mom is in the hospital again. She’s been since the beginning of the month. And as is standard fashion for my brother and I, we dropped everything and raced to her side every single day of her stay. But the woman laying in that hospital bed and the woman who raised us and … Read More
I don’t have the energy to retype everything so I’ll just copy and paste the rant that I just typed to R. You’ll get the gist. me: just got off the phone with mom. she’s complaining that there is so much to do in the house. last night dad had a tough night, he was … Read More
It’s all I can muster right now. More later… Was it loneliness that brought you here Broken and weak Was it tiredness that made you sleep Have you lost your will to speak Was the earth spinning round Were you falling through the ground As the world came tumbling down You prayed to God … Read More