God always seems to send a child to comfort me. And that most of all is comforting. I was fresh off the boat from having done my job at the CD smooth cruise when I was sitting there with Shar. Maybe the liquor was getting to us and we decided that wallowing in our own … Read More
That’s how I’m feeling today! I AM A SEXY BEAST!!!! HEAR ME ROAR!! (and if you’re lucky… maybe even purrrrr) hahahaha!! I woke up knowing that what I put out there is what I get back. And I HATE getting the look like “is that a boy or a girl?” So I will ONLY from now … Read More
There are definitely people in this world that I take for granted. They are the background friends that seem to always be there when you need them, even if they aren’t in the forefront flailing their arms about and getting all my attention. W is definitely one of those friends. I guess since I’ve been … Read More
Okay… so I got promoted at work this weekend! And they bumped me up by 10K! It feels good. For now. I’m still cautious. But I really have been feeling the love from my superiors. I don’t even feel threatened by the new cat coming in. He’s really good… and I’m happy that he gets … Read More
I hate them… and it’s been intensified by the excessively long ending of the final installment of the Lord of the Rings trilogy: Return of the King. It was good movie along the same lines as the last 2 have beeen. The story was in line with it’s past episodes and all that… Just that … Read More
Just that quickly I get all heated writing about how things aren’t going right. It’s that quickly that he runs and manages to set everything into place. I was so mad I didn’t even want to see him or talk to him. That anger comes from me feeling like I’ve trapped myself in ways. I … Read More
I feel much less burdened today. Although I’m very tired. Today was a day with my soul set on God. I didn’t deviate from it. I felt really clean and airy. I slept moderately well yesterday (despite the bit of nausea last night while I slept… but my baby tells me that he was also … Read More
Today’s Soundtrack: Create In Me a Clean Heart – Donnie McClurkin I took a personal health (mental, that is) today and I just cleaned and cleaned and cleaned. And it’s amazing what that does. I didn’t sleep a wink last night. Tossing and turning about and swearing that something was in the room with me. … Read More
birthday calls have been coming in since 9:00. I really feel loved. My mom looked at me last night with this look of… “Wow… my baby is all grown up” and it felt really amazing. Thinking about it makes me tear up… because the same way she’ll always look at me and see her baby… … Read More
it’s my birthday! has been for about 42 minutes… and I can’t seem to get to sleep. I’m staying up thinking I’m gonna miss something. For the first time in my life… I don’t KNOW what to expect this year. Usually I know… that my life will be more of the same… and whatever I … Read More