When I was in college and I was seeing the school psychologist (whom i LOVED! Wherever you are Dr. VanHarte… I hope you’re safe… more on that in another post), she advised me to start spending more time alone. One exercise she had me do was life altering. And it was so simple, but the … Read More
So today, I had my first real, bonafide case of cold feet. Going over contract talks with our acting attorney I started to realize the finality of things. And how with marriage, there is no turning back without SERIOUS repercussion. She was explaining to me the clauses in the contract with the reception hall and … Read More
I took it a little slower this morning and just stopped to go through the pictures I posted in my gallery under “My History, My Past” and I thought to myself… how did the time go by so quickly. I’m my parent’s age now in those pictures. And me and my brother were just babies. … Read More
I haven’t been posting lately. My mind has been preoccupied in items of fantasy that have eaten up all of my “real” time. But I believe that I’m back now. Problem with living in a dream, even if it’s for a short time… there’s a period of coming to terms with the fact that the … Read More
This week has been so crazy for me. I feel like I didn’t live through it all the way … sounds strange I know. I feel like I’ve been hanging in a camera above my own body and watching what I go through… but not actually going through it myself. This engagement is still so … Read More
Sometimes life treats you a certain way because you elect to let it do so. Some decision that you make (or fail to) determines how you’ll end up feeling at the end of the day. The decisions made (or not) today had me feeling like a bit of life’s hoar… bent over and used up … Read More
I’ve been so not keeping up with my blog. I’m on vacation in more ways than one. I’m really enjoying these days off. I look in the mirror and feel like I look younger. I’ve been cleaning my room to the core, truly throwing things away that I don’t need and organizing the things I keep. … Read More
Today I seemed to dwell on what things used to be like and is it me who is different now, or is it the actual things that are different. My baby and I were talking on the way home and saying how we remember how Twinkies used to be when we were kids. Thee was … Read More
I went to my company’s function today. I had to hoof it cause my baby had prior engagements in the morning. After getting off the LIRR train station (Westbury) I walked to Post Ave and Railroad Ave and there was a Bristol Assisted Living Facility at the end of the street. And right across the … Read More
Okay… today didn’t turn out half bad. I went to see that new movie I, Robot. Wasn’t half bad. Very Independence Day. But then again, it seems like most of what Will Smith does these days is along those lines. But it wasn’t bad. I’m sitting here watching Amelie. Yet another one of life’s pleasures … Read More