Categories: check in, figuring it out, friends, random musings, thinking too much

Okay… so it’s been a 3 blog day. You know what that means. I just couldn’t relate. I couldn’t relate… I had to get in there and mix it up… *Sigh* I LOVE that little cartoon. For those that are clueless, please watch this film: StrongBad Email (gotta watch it through to the end). I … Read More


Categories: esteem, thinking too much, why am i doing this again?

I am sitting here knowing there is sleep to be had and things to be done in the morning. But this almost foreign feeling of loneliness is taking center stage again. It’s been a while since solitude has moved me to write. But here I am, feeling and hearing the vast white noise of my … Read More

94 Rugged Raw

Categories: music, reminiscing, thinking too much

I’m deep by sound alone, caved inside in a thousand miles from home I need a new nigga, for this black cloud to follow Cause while it’s over me it’s too dark to see tomorrow Trying to maintain, I flip, fill the clip to the tip” -Nas   …I sit in traffic going over the … Read More


Categories: figuring it out, thinking too much

There is something to be said for acknowledging that you have a gift that you’d share with others. Because it stops you from really being able to do much else but display that gift. A few times, that genius finds a hard time living in the same body as sanity and thusly… the prodigies that … Read More

Gotta Get Up

Categories: figuring it out, thinking too much

What does a lion tamer bring into the cage with him? A whip, a chair and a tranquilizer gun. Why the chair? Because when you hold up the chair, the lion tries to see and focus on all four legs at the same time, and that paralyzes the lion because he can’t focus. The universe … Read More


Categories: figuring it out, thinking too much

I make things really easy for people. Just in life in general. I don’t understand the concept of complicating ANYTHING for ANYONE. Life is complicated enough… we have enough folks roaming the earth who want to be all enigmatic and mysterious for me to add another one to the list. I am the point of … Read More

The Papal’s Choice

Categories: thinking too much, what in the entire hayle

thanks to kdot for this cute play on words Okay… so all of this Pope selection stuff, is moving me further away from the Catholic church. I didn’t think it was possible to move FURTHER away after the countless tales of Catholic priests and little boys. But all of this mysticism, 9 day mournings, white … Read More

Spring Summer Feeling

Categories: figuring it out, thinking too much

I woke up this morning feeling more rested than I thought I would. I had good dreams last night about wealth and leisure time and frivolity. I didn’t even realize it was time to wake up. So here I am now deciding what to wear. Forecast says that it’ll be 59 degrees tonight. These things … Read More

Old Habits Die Hard

Categories: thinking too much, why am i doing this again?

I can honestly say I don’t know where I picked it up from. This horrid, self mutilating habit. But it’s been with me since I was a little kid and it rears it’s head in my adult life more often than I care to admit. I bite the skin on my thumbs mainly around the … Read More

Show Me

Categories: figuring it out, random musings, thinking too much

Show Me “You word is love but you push me away and won’t say why you show me your exterior i need to see your interior i need to be absolutely clear with ya if we are to ever stand a chance it’s the last dance don’t you see… show me the warrior you’re gonna … Read More