Disappointment

We walked along a boardwalk that was headed to a beach. (not running alongside the shoreline but the water was the destination).  Along the way there were several carnival-like places to go into – gaming…

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Figment

It was all an elaborate illusion.  Of my own making. I realize now.  It’s amazing what your mind forces you to hear and see.  So I’m clear that I owe him an apology. He’s been…

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What I Want

This post is an assignment from my therapist. She asked me to take a few moments to sit and think about what I want. The ask is lofty. I want so much. But I’ll attempt…

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Bloom

“I tried to change.Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake.Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word.” – Warsan Shire I’ve…

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Overseer

A disturbing dream last night. I was living in a housing arrangement where I was a house slave. The overseer was my dad do he didn’t make me do much in the way of work…

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Do Over

Crazy dream last night.  I was working in a place that was constructed as a hybrid between Vanguarde and the digital department at Emmis circa 2015. My co workers were Angela Yee and Charlamagne tha…

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Talkin’ Teams

There were whole factions of people that I used to hang my life on.   I’d speak to them daily.  Never a week would go by where I wouldn’t reach out to them.   They were active,…

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“You’ll Be Back.”

Some advice you never forget.   Even moreso if the quality of the person giving is extraordinary. I love my chapter.  I’m grateful to have found it and be a part of it since 2001.   Early…

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