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death good times my history our history reminiscing February 24, 2020

Thank you, B. Smith.

Growing up in NYC is an adventure. Growing up during the 90s / early Millennia even more so. I’m partial. That was my “coming of age”. Fresh out of college… experiencing the “real world” –…

check in February 21, 2020

Sold out on love

I have a vivid memory. Just before I stopped dating anymore, I dated one last person. I invested a lot into him which is strange because I wasn’t really attracted to him at first. But…

music October 29, 2019

Closed Every Day.

What I felt (and still feel) in my SOUL: You know… the one God put there? (not counting collaborations on other albums) The New Workout Plan Jesus Walks Two Words Heard ‘Em Say Drive Slow…

figuring it out future gazing why am i doing this again? September 12, 2019

Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned. The second mouse, wouldn’t quit. He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out. -Frank Abagnale, Sr. –…

death dreams September 1, 2019

Disappointment

We walked along a boardwalk that was headed to a beach. (not running alongside the shoreline but the water was the destination). Along the way there were several carnival-like places to go into – gaming…

fear August 12, 2019

Figment

It was all an elaborate illusion. Of my own making. I realize now. It’s amazing what your mind forces you to hear and see. So I’m clear that I owe him an apology. He’s been…

check in June 10, 2019

What I Want

This post is an assignment from my therapist. She asked me to take a few moments to sit and think about what I want. The ask is lofty. I want so much. But I’ll attempt…

check in May 17, 2019

Bloom

“I tried to change.Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake.Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word.” – Warsan Shire I’ve…

check in April 15, 2019

Overseer

A disturbing dream last night. I was living in a housing arrangement where I was a house slave. The overseer was my dad do he didn’t make me do much in the way of work…

dreams April 9, 2019

Do Over

Crazy dream last night. I was working in a place that was constructed as a hybrid between Vanguarde and the digital department at Emmis circa 2015. My co workers were Angela Yee and Charlamagne tha…

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