figuring it out

Almost convinced….

“Touch… sweet touch… You almost convinced me I’m real.” Almost. Daft Punk – Touch Touch ? Daft Punk (Ft. Paul Williams) – Touch   *

music

Stuck

…in my head.   Good #TBT tune. Chante Moore – As If We Never Met

death family my history reminiscing

Still

Every day on this day, I flip through your pictures. Telling myself that I won’t commemorate this day. I’d rather celebrate your life than remember your passing. But it’s impossible not to think that this…

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check in

“I watched you retreat…”

“… and I let it happen.   Because I was angry.  And I was just being an asshole.”   http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2004/01/29/work/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2004/07/07/attention/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2004/11/19/not-a-good-day/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2005/03/31/floundering/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2006/05/13/invisible-girl/     I thought it was me….     *

check in health recovering

All-Clear

Not cancer. Granulomatous Mastitis.   I think I’m feeling relief.   There are SO. MANY. OTHER. FEELINGS.  I’m sifting through in the last few days.   But I think relief is in there.   Just wanted to…

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celebrations my history

Cuarenta y Tres

Happy Birthday to me! Forty Three. The image is a label from a sweet, sticky, golden liquor that my mom used to indulge in on special occasions or whenever there was a serious edge to take…

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numb

My Spirit Animal

I could play her every year for Halloween and never get bored. An Awkward Situation… Felt that way again crossing paths with someone I’d thought was a friend but… was conveniently left out of something significant. …

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