Golden

Categories: dreams, esteem, good day, growing, love & marriage, reminiscing

Today was a whirlwind of emotions. I woke up feeling strange. I had more crazy dreams last night. First dream I dreamt that the house in the Hamptons that we’re going to have this party at was in the Himalayas and we had to trek (I mean TREK) up there, railroads and mules and the … Read More

Comfort from a Child

Categories: figuring it out, growing, mommy in training

I found the comfort I was looking for. And I would have never expected it where it came from. I was at the office after my first workout at Curves and trying to finish up Satan’s work (otherwise known as coding the clips for the MB show). And at the doorway pops little KC and … Read More

There, but for the Grace of God

Categories: figuring it out, friends, growing, makin moves

So, I’d like to take this opportunity out to thank the two kinds of people on this earth that were it up to me, we’d all be ignorant, uneducated, slaves to some totalitarian regime. Soldiers and Teachers. I’m much too much of a fraidy cat to go into a foriegn land with gat in hand … Read More

My response

Categories: esteem, figuring it out, growing

My response. After having a moment to regroup… Here is what I say to the demons: And with that… I’m off to bed.

Supersized

Categories: figuring it out, growing, health, what in the entire hayle

Supersized is supposed to be… better… no? me: this world is crazy. me: this girl is on the air… and she’s trying out for Miss Info’s job.. Max: ? Max: oh lawd me: so, they’re talking about how good she looks and they ask her her height and weight. me: so she says… I’m 5’7″… … Read More

Celebrations

Categories: celebrations, change, figuring it out, friends, growing, random musings

Celebrations We celebrated Sug’s birthday last night! I was so excited. She’s given me so much hope about turning 30. She’s completely changed her life around… she’s celebrating it in Brazil… when she comes back she’ll be getting ready to leave to live in Switzerland to study culinary arts so she can own her own … Read More

Commencement

Categories: friends, growing, reminiscing

I went to dinner with my brother tonight. To our usual spot… Deborah’s. And as we’re sitting there waiting for the meal to get there, in walks Nick Naro. From high school. I did a double take and confirmed it was him…. No one else that I’ve ever known ever had that profile. I’d know … Read More

BackBlogged

Categories: catching up, change, figuring it out, growing, really? nothing

I’ve been writing everyday, but not emptying out my head. Stuff just rolls around in there that I’ve been thinking of. So I guess I can put some things down while I’m here at work, so they can stop buggin’ out in my head. I’m pissed about Haiti. Moreso because I don’t understand why we … Read More

Sir, I Exist!

Categories: figuring it out, growing, why am i doing this again?

I was talking to my friend Clyde about how Blogging feels to me. It’s my depot of thought so that they don’t run around in my head anymore. It’s my friend at 4:00 AM when no one wants to talk. And it lets me repeat myself in infinity if I’d like without ever saying “you … Read More