Today, I have been properly reintroduced to and very reacquainted with the meaning of a bad day. It’s been a long time since I had a REALLY bad one. But this one… is a chart topper. The kind that makes me want to go back to drinking and smoking heavily. The bad day really started … Read More
I cannot believe this. I can’t believe that 4 more years of my life are going to slip away before I can expect any positive change in this country. 4 more years of constant orange alert and fear of being in the wrong place at the wrong time because of SOMEONE ELSE’S PERSONAL BEEF. 4 … Read More
There is a part of me… my Achilles’ Heel… that is still affected by nasty assed rude stupid insensitive bullish assholes that we sometimes refer to as people. Folks who have NO regard whatsoever for your feelings or the feelings of people around them unless it’s themselves. In the last 24 hours I’ve had an … Read More
fibrous tissue growth: a benign growth composed of fibrous and muscle tissue, especially one that develops in the wall of the womb and is associated with painful and excessive menstrual flow. Fibroids can be removed surgically and are not life-threatening, but fibroids in the womb reduce the chance of pregnancy. I have 2. One is … Read More
Help me to understand the purpose behind all that we do… if it ultimately ends without us knowing when… Help me to heal quickly from the pain of loss. Help me to be forgiving with others who totally show their ass as a way of expressing grief. Help me to come to terms with the … Read More
It’s not too strange to think that’s what he’ll be remembered as. He was the Superman of my time. Seeing him on the screen made me think… “I wish there was someone like that on the Earth who was that concerned about people’s safety and well being.” Made me a little sad, so young, that … Read More
I woke up this morning with the intention of sitting down and writing out the bizzare dreams that I had running through my mind last night. But reality struck that down in the face of death. As I opened up my new.blogger.com window, my cell phone rang. I saw it was one of my Sorors. … Read More
Not even a title for this post. It’s been quite some time since I did post. And of course, in my usual fashion, I’ve forgotten half the stuff that happened this week. I do remember it being stressful, having had the last straw with my part timer at work and just kicking my ethic into … Read More
Sleep in Peace When Day is Done… That’s What I Mean… I’m feeling pretty crappy right now. More sad than angry. Today’s been a pretty sucky day. It’s 4:02 and I can’t wait for it to be over. Maybe the weather is working against me. Maybe my own words. Either way… it’s pretty bad. Hard … Read More
Although I’m looking fantastical… my legs have been the weapons of mass destruction uncovered… I’m feeling under the weather. Just that quick, from floating on a cloud to questioning what I’ve known to be true. Good think I’ve documented everything so I can be reminded of all the beautiful things that God has bestowed on … Read More