Spent…

Categories: bad day, catching up

I am. My body is broken from today’s activities. I’ll update in the morning… later rather. It’s not human to be up this late. I guess I’m not… *

I Need a Drink

Categories: bad day, real inspiration, why am i doing this again?, work crap

I didn’t anticipate my day going this way. I thought it would be much smoother, but it was riddled with pseudo-drama and I just wasn’t ready for the stupidity. Getting here this morning at 10 and finding the door to my office being closed still was my FIRST sign of a bad day ensuing. Of … Read More

GROSSED OUT

Categories: bad day, what in the entire hayle

GROSSED OUT Okay… I’m completely grossed out at this time and I’m like on the verge of hork. I went out to lunch again with DB, who since last night, had been fiending for a chicken fajita. This time, we went to Pizza Unos. We’re sitting there eating, laughing, talking, joking… all the standard fare. … Read More

Quit

Categories: bad day, growing

My policy in life has always been, “Quit, don’t get fired.” It applies to everything. Work, life, love; any situation that carries potential heartache or head ache. Some how it alleviates things if you are the one who walks away from the train wreck rather than allowing it to happen and you suffer an irreparable casualty. … Read More

Cursed

Categories: bad day, celebrations, love & marriage, sorority stuffs, worship

I don’t know where to begin. There were so many emotions and most of them were overwhelming. I could attempt to go chronologically but I’d be writing for days. I took pictures of everything I could… because I realize that this may very well be the last time I see my line sister. I’m really … Read More

Blood in the water

Categories: bad day, celebrations, friends, love & marriage, sorority stuffs

Some things in life are just necessary to healing. When a wound is open, you need medicine (anti-bacterial ointment or something), oxygen (air and space), protection (a bandage of some kind) and time. The hope is with all those factors in effect at the same time, you’ll heal and maybe not have much of a scar … Read More

The Day Ossie Died

Categories: bad day, death, media

“Here – at this final hour, in this quiet place – Black Love and Endurance has come to bid farewell to one half of a team that held its brightest hopes -extinguished now, and gone from us forever. For Black Love and Endurance is where he worked and where he struggled and fought – his … Read More

Bitter

Categories: bad day, friends, growing, why am i doing this again?

FUCK THE MARRIED CLUB. Fuck the married-elitist-“I-have-a-family-and-you-don’t-so-that-makes-us-better” Club. I’m sick of friends marrying off and then shucking off the life they had. Just slithering out of the previous skin and moving on; leaving friends behind because of their status or lack thereof. I have lost SO MANY FRIENDS on account of the fact that they … Read More

Aurally Fixated

Categories: bad day, esteem, fear, figuring it out, what in the entire hayle

“Misfortune comes from one’s mouth and ruins him, but fortune comes from one’s mind and makes him worthy of respect.” – Bhuddist Saying I remember learning in psychology class in High School that there is a stage in growth and development as an infant when you experience the world through your mouth. Everything new goes … Read More