Once upon a time I was stronger And young. Fearless And hopeful Full of fairy tales and fables Of what my life could be If I JUST believed. I believed hard enough to Move mountains…
Who did YOU need?
There were a bevy of personalities I felt that if they were in my life or contributed in a significant way, I would have become a very different person. While I don’t outwardly regret who…
Will You Marry Me, Daddy?
Getting fitted for the tuxedo he would have worn to walk me down the aisle. I guess if you put all the logic pieces together at age 7 or 8… it makes sense. They…
An Accounting of My Time
No… this isn’t a post explaining why it’s been over a month since I posted… we’ll get to that later. Mommy? What was it like when you were my age? Mommy? Did you have…
Somewhere in there…
I heard him. This afternoon. The man I fell in love with. Dream building about our second child. God, he sounds just the same. Like he is frozen in time in there. But only let…
Sticktoitiveness, Stubbornness or just plain Stupidity.
<warning – this may be very much a rant with no conclusion. *shrugs* #notsorry > Marriage. What a confusing institution. As women in this western society (and maybe others but I can only speak to…
Dear Victoria,
Dedicated to you, my eternal love. I DO hope they find you and bring you back. Lost Queen – Pharrell Love, Me. *
What I Gave Up for Love
I could rewind JUST Chance the Rapper’s verse and be contented forever. The words hit me so hard…. Who are you to tell me I can’t love you The way mothers love daughters? The way…
First Unborn.
Dear Son, I’m not sure if I’ve done you the proper honor in remembering you the way you deserve. It’s not theoretically hard to do. I recall everything like it was yesterday. It’s been emotionally…
Mood.
Say Thank You – Jill Scott *