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Reciprocity

I feel like in the many years of me blogging there have had to be at least 5 posts with this title. I struggle with this notion that whatever you put out to the world,…

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My friend is gone.

2014 has been a year of me trying to figure it out on my own a lot.  Being stripped of a lot of mainstay friendships has been part of that.  This is one that I…

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One Month LapBandiversary!

Today makes 1 month since I had Peachez installed.  (It’s a working name… It may change) and I can’t say I have any regrets.  I’m down 25 lbs since then, have been working out pretty diligently ever…

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Constant Conversation

I’m having a neverending discussion with God.  I’m always talking to Him.  I always have been.  He doesn’t always feel the need to respond which is okay and I realize He’s terribly busy.   And…

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what about love

i signed on to someone’s wedding website tonight.   the familiar tones of the damage control tape from the space shuttle Challenger played then B’s voice comes in You’re love is bright as ever Even…

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more of the same

quiet again tonight.  theens had a nap from 5-7 that had me putting her down at 10.  Just the worst use of my time.  But i don’t know how many times I can stress to…

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it will end up badly

just because that’s what on my heart right now.   it will not be the story book.   it will be a nightmare.  or it will be the stuff of tabloids.   this whole thing…

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Yearn for Serenity

Today is another day already.  On the dawn I can hear it…. the multiple requests of things people need from me.  Things people want from me.  But I just want silence.  Just a week or…

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