legacy
Date: October 17, 2018
Categories: check in
Pete Fiel Mwen
Date: October 13, 2018
Categories: check in
Pronunciation – pay-tay fyelle mouenh Growing up it was a term I heard a LOT from my elders. Usually in relation to something they couldn’t take anymore of. Something so overwhelming that they felt that their brains would blow out of their heads. The direct translation speaks exactly to that. A feeling so overpowering that … Read More
I’LL choose me
Date: April 30, 2018
Categories: check in
It’s the only choice I’ve ever had. *
Somewhere in there…
Date: January 5, 2018
Categories: check in
I heard him. This afternoon. The man I fell in love with. Dream building about our second child. God, he sounds just the same. Like he is frozen in time in there. But only let out sometimes. Can’t bet on hearing from him regularly. But it was so good to hear his voice and know … Read More
What I Gave Up for Love
Date: December 5, 2017
Categories: check in
I could rewind JUST Chance the Rapper’s verse and be contented forever. The words hit me so hard…. Who are you to tell me I can’t love you The way mothers love daughters? The way Mary was closest to Joseph And babies is close to The Father You don’t know me and love got a … Read More
“I watched you retreat…”
Date: October 5, 2017
Categories: check in
“… and I let it happen. Because I was angry. And I was just being an asshole.” http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2004/01/29/work/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2004/07/07/attention/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2004/11/19/not-a-good-day/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2005/03/31/floundering/ http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/2006/05/13/invisible-girl/ I thought it was me…. *
All-Clear
Date: October 4, 2017
Not cancer. Granulomatous Mastitis. I think I’m feeling relief. There are SO. MANY. OTHER. FEELINGS. I’m sifting through in the last few days. But I think relief is in there. Just wanted to pause and be grateful for God giving me what I prayed for. I gotta turn up the volume on a … Read More
Test
Date: September 27, 2017
Categories: check in
Seeing if my WordPress app can connect anew. Since having to rebuild my phone and all its settings. Was having some trouble with the default backup install. So this is a fresh attempt. Today’s song. Nick Hakim – I Don’t Know *
Falling
Date: September 24, 2017
Categories: celebrations, check in, family, good times, love & marriage, what in the entire hayle, work crap
Eventful weekend. After an extremely memorable (in a bad way) day at work on Thursday, complete with demotivation meetings and somehow, while not an actual salesperson, stumbling into the crosshairs of the SVP of Sales for NY for a thorough flogging, I was very happy to have Friday to myself. There was much to … Read More
It’s Been a Long Time
Date: September 27, 2005
Yep. I know. Time Warner has sucked REALLY BAD. Like… I have no words for how bad. Like… since August 17th bad. And how much stuff has happened? A LOT. More than I can remember to blog here today. I’m just tired and hopefully soon, will be a little drunk and I’ll get to sleep. … Read More