9 Weeks

Yep. It’s me…and I’m 9 weeks pregnant. I’m amazed and tingly with excitement to write it down. There’s so much going on in my heart and mind right now about … just everything. The prevailing emotion / sensation is worry. I wish I had an ultrasound machine so that I could constantly check on the status of my baby… just to know that it’s okay.

I read the stories about women losing their babies at various points through out the cycle and my heart sinks. I had a miscarriage and it’s the one experience in life I never want to repeat. So the trepidation is palpable.

Yet and still – I shouldn’t even BE in this position. The RE told me that my fallopians would have never been able to facilitate a natural birth. And here I am… 9 weeks pregnant… with a little sprouting bean… 100% completely naturally. Miracles happen.

I just pray with all of my heart that this miracle will be the fullest realization of my greatest dream! Big Smile!!!