Today was quite busy… but I managed to make it through for the most part. Seems that one of the on air personalities has taken a bit of a liking to me… Not a bad looking guy, really tall and I imagine if I was single… there’d be some possiblities. But I’m not. Nor am … Read More
Today was a whirlwind of emotions. I woke up feeling strange. I had more crazy dreams last night. First dream I dreamt that the house in the Hamptons that we’re going to have this party at was in the Himalayas and we had to trek (I mean TREK) up there, railroads and mules and the … Read More
God always seems to send a child to comfort me. And that most of all is comforting. I was fresh off the boat from having done my job at the CD smooth cruise when I was sitting there with Shar. Maybe the liquor was getting to us and we decided that wallowing in our own … Read More
That’s how I’m feeling today! I AM A SEXY BEAST!!!! HEAR ME ROAR!! (and if you’re lucky… maybe even purrrrr) hahahaha!! I woke up knowing that what I put out there is what I get back. And I HATE getting the look like “is that a boy or a girl?” So I will ONLY from now … Read More
Okay… so now I’m on the plane on the way home. I thought I would blog more, but I ended up just not having the time. I actually had a good time down there for the most part. The resort was BEAUTEAOUS (it’s a word one of my Sorors LOVES to use). And for my … Read More
I’m listening to the old song by “Heart” – These Dreams. I love this song. I’ll always feel like I’m 13 when I hear this song. And it’s not a bad feeling at all. Appropo that I’m listening to it as I close out my day. Today was relaxing and productive at the same time. … Read More
So, okay. I’m not an undergrad. That’s fine. I shouldn’t want to relive those years because I sure had fun when I did live them out (woooo) BUT…. I don’t remember aspiring to be like the video hoes NOR was I trying to look like, if a person placed a pole in front of me, … Read More
I just feel like letting my Maxwell sing. This song makes me feel young and frivolous. Ironic that he’s talking about assurance and security. You’re never really thinking of that stuff when you’re being frivolous. Ultimately, I’m seeing that security wins out over passion. It’s dependable, reassuring and becomes one of those things you never … Read More
That’s how I’m feeling… on a whole. I’m disgusted with life right now and I’m jealous of everyone who has more and better. Just to the point of being angry. I hate my life. I hate my skin. I hate my body. I hate my job. I hate hating everything. I hate. And this is … Read More
My response. After having a moment to regroup… Here is what I say to the demons: And with that… I’m off to bed.