4:00

This seems to be the hour that my body pops awake these days. Am I fully rested? No. Could I use some more sleep? ABSOLUTELY. Did I go to bed at an hour that merits being alert this early. Not a chance. I just slowly become more aware of the room: the white noise of the 3 fans blowing air around. The occasional traveling headlight glare across my ceiling. The deep, unbothered breathing of my husband, fast asleep and oblivious to my being awake.

About 10 minutes in, I realize my brain has been BLASTING whatever song I’d attached myself to in the course of the day at top internal brain decibel. As I turn the volume down, I begin to take inventory. Who am I? How did I get here? Where am I? What happened to me yesterday / this week?  How has that occurrence changed my trajectory?  What will I, if I should do anything, do about it?

This week was strange.  I literally FELT Mercury come out of retrograde.   The planets felt at ease.  So do I, for the most part. Things are starting to move smoother and with more purpose.  I am looking forward to the next few months.  Great things are brewing and I am so happy to say that the majority of those things are for ME!

Now… if I could just get a full nights sleep.  Lol

 

I will try again.

 

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