So yeah – I finished the 40 days of fasting. Did really good with it. lost 30lbs (not that it makes a dent in ALLLLLLL of this) but I feel better.
Going to do it again for lent. 40 more days… in tandem with exercise… who knows what it could mean.
Night before daddy’s birthday. Feeling a certain kind of way about he and mom and grandma being extremely distant memories that I only have flashes of. half eaten memories to share with my cherub who will only think I’m telling stories about how wonderous they really were in my mind.
I won’t say much….
Happy Birthday, Papy. I miss you. Kiss Mommy for me. And hug Granny. I know y’all get along now….