Last night I dreamt that I was full bellied pregnant and it was my baby shower. It was being held somewhere in Florida (Ft. Lauderdale I think – because the spot looked like my Grandmother’s house down there). I was surrounded by friends – but friends in the dream. I can’t say I truly know who they were in my real life. But they were all very excited for me and the arrival of my new little one.
The dream was full of love and laughter and friendship. I was a happy healthy pregnant woman with nary a care. The only disturbing thing was… where was Earl? Or the presence of any man at all. That only bothered me for a moment before I continued to allow myself to enjoy the moment.