Power Struggle

Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other. – Carl Jung

“if you remember nothing else, remember that marriage is a struggle for control” – a friend of mine wrote to me the other day in reference to a fight he is having with his beloved. Makes me never want to get married. I don’t struggle for control with my baby now. So if marriage is what is gonna make it happen… Maybe that’s not the route for me.

I went to that function on Sunday and in my photographic escapades I stumbled upon the most beautiful baby boy I’ve seen in a long time. Just beautiful…

Maybe he’s so beautiful to me because he favors Shawn. Damn… he’s just been on the brain. But aside from that he was so well mannered and just sweet. My prayers go up that my baby boy will be the like.

I’ve been in a bit of a daze the last few days. Between the terror alert, headaches and mixed signals from folks. I can’t even create a fluid thought to put on paper.

I’ll try again tomorrow, granted that I’m still here.


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