Admit my Quit

Categories: figuring it out, growing, why am i doing this again?

So I went to a Platinum Banquet to see Jenny be honored for her achievement in becoming a Platinum Direct in the BWW system. Proud of her, as we were running along side each other once but I backed out and she stayed the course. Before I left the business, I had sponsored someone who … Read More

fi-broid:

Categories: bad day, health, mommy in training, numb, why am i doing this again?

fibrous tissue growth: a benign growth composed of fibrous and muscle tissue, especially one that develops in the wall of the womb and is associated with painful and excessive menstrual flow. Fibroids can be removed surgically and are not life-threatening, but fibroids in the womb reduce the chance of pregnancy. I have 2. One is … Read More

If I should…

Categories: death, fear, why am i doing this again?

If I should…. So I was in my first car accident today. It was pretty scary. DB and I were driving and the traffic in front of us came to a dead halt. With her usual driving acumen, she stopped with enough room not to have hit the person in front of us… but the … Read More

Sir, I Exist!

Categories: figuring it out, growing, why am i doing this again?

I was talking to my friend Clyde about how Blogging feels to me. It’s my depot of thought so that they don’t run around in my head anymore. It’s my friend at 4:00 AM when no one wants to talk. And it lets me repeat myself in infinity if I’d like without ever saying “you … Read More

Work

Categories: why am i doing this again?, work crap

I have been observing people more lately. I think I am looking for similarities… or familiarity with them and myself. Today we had a wine tasting event for the company. And I was supposed to go there to work. I should have been there for 5:00… but there was no way I was going to … Read More

First Impressions

Categories: catching up, sorority stuffs, why am i doing this again?, work crap

First Impressions I’ll start with this because it’s the piece that makes me the angriest… then I can get to all the happy stuff that happened over the week! So… the new boss came in to be met on Friday (after cancelling on Thursday because of the snow… which only made me think… wtf??? But … Read More

Pling!

Categories: bad day, esteem, figuring it out, mischief, why am i doing this again?

I’m sitting here listening to Shuggie Otis’ Inspiration Information and I’m marveling at what music can do. Take you back mentally to a place that you had long forgotten. What is this new feeling that I feel now? This… yearning to go back there just to feel it again. Whatever I was feeling back then. Used … Read More

Love

Categories: figuring it out, growing, love & marriage, why am i doing this again?

So I’m really feeling it now. We’re really into each other. Mom and Dad are in Florida because Uncle Rene is dying. And Daddy is taking it pretty hard. So my baby came by last night and set the stage… just how I wanted him to. Candlelight. Music… and LOVE. He talked to me… and … Read More

Passion

Categories: esteem, figuring it out, love & marriage, why am i doing this again?

Passion Everywhere I go I see people with passion. In their lives, for their work, in their loves… and they look consumed. Possessed. All I can do is wonder if life is really living without it. Can you live passionateless and be fulfilled? I went out with Sugie tonight and we ended up at a … Read More