(in today’s culture, there’s about 12 different ways this title can be taken… I mean it in the most innocent of those ways.) I’m at the airport now getting ready for venture off to Florida and attend a conference for work. Up until last night, I was looking forward to it. I really wanted a … Read More
Well, it goes without saying much that I’ve been terrible at blogging this year. There’s been so much going on… there always is. But there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think that it is absolutely necessary to document it all. I’ve got a million logs in my head. … Read More
I am always reviewing my past. My forward progress and missteps. Things I said and things I could have done differently. Making sure I didn’t miss out on lessons that could have been learned. And some how in reaching back I always touch on some sore points. Places that, if I do visit them, … Read More
Over the proverbial hill… This is it – it’s the “big” one… the big 4-0 in October this year and I can tell that already I’m scrambling to get things done in the first 9 months in order to be able to say that I did it. Typical me. But there’s so much stigma about … Read More
I gotta start doing this more… I say it all the time. Just logging in any thoughts. Evidencing that I haven’t given up. That’s all for tonight. More discussions of higher consciousness and teachings of prophets another time. I am still here. Still breathing. Still trying to make Sense of it all. *
When I was young… wanna say like… 5 or 6 years old – my mom worked two jobs. We’ve been down this road – I’ve recounted this numerous times. Or… maybe I haven’t. How her leaving for the second job would send me into a frenzy looking for anything I could find that might convince … Read More
5 years later and I still miss you. It is NOT easier. It hurts as much – I’ve just gotten better at burying it. I miss the home of your embrace and kissing your forehead. I think about you all the time and hear your thoughts in my head. I fear this won’t ever get … Read More
I struggle with staying true to what I’ve always thought and said about things, people and situations. Death is a great equalizer… I got news today that one of the original charter members of my undergraduate chapter passed away last night. It’s absolutely no mystery that she and I were not on the best … Read More
Thought’s Daughter meets Daughter of the Sun http://instagram.com/daughterofthesun I stumbled upon this woman’s instagram documentation of her life and I have to say I’m in absolute awe. Despite the EXTREME city girl that I am and how thoroughly spoiled I am by the comforts of “civilization”… there is a part of me that DESPERATELY … Read More
At the recommendation of a friend who told me that they were ill equipped to answer my life questions anymore, I sought out a therapist this week. I’d seen one before. They wanted to dope me up. And I feel the same way about psychological meds as I do with pain meds. They aren’t … Read More