Golden

Categories: dreams, esteem, good day, growing, love & marriage, reminiscing

Today was a whirlwind of emotions. I woke up feeling strange. I had more crazy dreams last night. First dream I dreamt that the house in the Hamptons that we’re going to have this party at was in the Himalayas and we had to trek (I mean TREK) up there, railroads and mules and the … Read More

Dreams

Categories: dreams

So I had another really lucid kind of crazy one. I dreamt I was away at some hotel. It look cavernous like the Grand Opry… but like the other side of the building where they were still building when I went down there in 99. And I’m wandering about the halls with my baby. Or … Read More

Love

Categories: check in, dreams, figuring it out, love & marriage

I am in it. Totally. We had our date night last night. Can you imagine? That’s really stuff you hear about in sappy tv shows and movies. But we actually have one and we’re true to it. So we went out to the new Hudson River Park that is right on the water on the … Read More

My New Home

Categories: dreams

Okay so I think this is working now… I’m not all together sure. But it looked like the test worked yesterday. So this is my first official blog on my new server. And I’m hoping to turn the comments local to Blogger too… I like Haloscan… but I just want to pare down on how … Read More

More Dreams

Categories: dreams

Getting to sleep was excessively difficult last night. I stayed up for much longer than I needed to with all sorts of thoughts running through my head. Nervous energy abounded. At first, I was sure that I’d have all sorts of nightmares about creepy crawlies (I caught a glimpse of something my dad was watching … Read More

New Year’s Eve Wedding

Categories: dreams

Last night’s dream was the strangest of all. I dreamt that it was new year’s eve -I’mm not sure of what year. Most of this dream took place at my house. And it seems that the decision has been made for Earl & I to marry… That day. So we go about making the preparations … Read More

Disgust

Categories: dreams, esteem, figuring it out

So, okay. I’m not an undergrad. That’s fine. I shouldn’t want to relive those years because I sure had fun when I did live them out (woooo) BUT…. I don’t remember aspiring to be like the video hoes NOR was I trying to look like, if a person placed a pole in front of me, … Read More

Before I forget

Categories: dreams, random musings

The first part of the dream, I was watching a movie with my mom. I could have sworn in real life that I had seen this movie before and it was just replaying in my dream. It was in french and this guy was talking about all the things he never got to do and … Read More

Towed

Categories: bad day, dreams, what in the entire hayle

DREAMS Okay… another strange dream last night. Not remembering all of it. But I do remember that there was a horrible mudslide in my neighborhood and I was with my father trying to get into the building but we were trying to drive into the building. So we drove the truck down the stairs and … Read More

Dreams

Categories: dreams

Dreams I had another bizzare and GREAT dream last night. I dreamt I was going to someone’s house / office before heading to a chapter meeting. But when I got to the house, there were no markings on the house. But somehow I knew that was the house I was looking for. So since I … Read More