Mesmerized

Mesmerized

I have that final picture of my God Son saved as my screensaver on my phone. And whenever I take a look at my phone, I find myself mesmerized by his eyes. Just dumbstruck – trying to figure out who he is… What kind of contribution he would make… Where might he end up going… What kind of person he would be. I feel strongly that I am in love with this little boy. And frightened by the idea that this love I feel is a QUARTER of what parents feel for their babies. Can the human heart love THAT much??? And if so.. Can mine? Really?

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