I might have done better if I stayed home today. It’s been one of those days. Nothing about me is right. I’m mad at my self for looking the way I do… living my life financially the way I have. Today, there’s nothing anyone can tell me that will make me feel like anything more … Read More
So I probably won’t be home in a timely manner, nor will I feel like blogging when I get home. I’ll just feel like sleeping. I talked to my Nininne today. I really miss her. I told her I’d come see her out in Florida… and you KNOW I have to love someone to tell … Read More
This was a good weekend. I just cold stopped writing for the weekend. Every night I got in was just so weary and sleepy… I couldn’t even think to write a couple of words. There’s so much to cover. So I guess this will be a long post AP’s surprise Bday Party I went to … Read More
I’m surrounded by people who have no broad thoughts or who only want to do things their way. It’s so frustrating sometimes. I think I’m PMSing these days… because everything that is sensitive is sore and swollen… including my emotions. And folks just wanna keep poking at me. It’s not fair. Maybe after I get … Read More
So you know this has to be bad. You know… once upon a time, if I got “called in” to any head honcho’s office… it was usually to talk about how they’re pleased with my work. I do good work. I’m a smart girl… I’m confident of this. But this company… damnit… they only call … Read More
I really need to go into business for myself. Because this answering to people crap has to end. I was the victim of a classic case of kick the dog today… and I really have no one to turn and kick in return, because I’m the BOTTOM of the stupid totem pole. That has to … Read More
I stayed home sick today. I always wonder if the folks at work really believe me when I call in. Then I ask my self if I really care. I guess if they were so concerned, they’d call. But a co-worker of mine out in LA got fired for lying about his whereabouts on a … Read More
Today was pretty blah. I had a restless nights sleep. Last night I cut a “friend” off. I use that loosely. He wasn’t much of a friend. More like… someone I gave and gave and gave to… and he took and took and took… and expected more. Which was a perfectly fine model of friendship … Read More
Good! This is working now! I’m a little giddy about it. A couple of things about me. I live in NYC. I always have, and sometimes it feels like I always will. It’s beginning to feel like the night before 30 for me… but I have a little ways to go. I love to write. … Read More
So much has happened in just a year’s time. I can’t see how that is an alien thing. A year is a long time. Today’s date is June 9th. I am 27 years old at this time. And so much has happened that I don’t know where to begin . So much that I find … Read More