Posted by iam in TooHotforFB, bad day, lessons learned, missing you, randomness, why am i doing this again? on 07 17th, 2010 | 0 Comments
Posted by iam in IVF, TooHotforFB, lessons learned, love & marriage, why am i doing this again? on 03 26th, 2010 | 0 Comments
The Box...
I got another lesson in things not always being what they seem yesterday. Truth be told, yesterday was one of those days where I think it might have been altogether better to just stay in bed and opt out. But my sense of obligation propelled me forward. Despite be feeling physically horrid, my mind...
Posted by iam in TooHotforFB, bad day, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 02 12th, 2010 | 0 Comments
Fight Alone...
They’re all going to frown at you… they’re all going to frown at you… Brows furrowed and arms crossed. Fuming at you for wrongs not personally done to them But it’s their job. I’m standing very alone in a situation that calls for backup. But I don’t have much...
Okay, Enough Already...
I’ve been keeping so much bottled in because I can’t stand the thought of it “getting out”… But you know what – I started this blogging experience way long ago when it was called journaling and i had a paper and pen (found ALL my journals in the excavation of my parent’s...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, love & marriage, randomness, why am i doing this again? on 11 28th, 2009 | 0 Comments
Too Hot for FB...
Hi, FB Fam…. we need to talk. Without getting too technical… we need some space… But here’s the technical of it, because I know you just said “Why???” I’ve been journaling since I was about 10 years old. Writing poems. Putting down my personal thoughts. Writing...
“Emergency” Surgery...
So… I finally went to see the fertility Doctor this past Monday. Admittedly, I’ve been avoiding going back for a second. I got used to the look of my arms sans needle pricks in them and I was enjoying not being drained of blood at any turn. But the babies must be made… so he reported...
Posted by iam in bad day, esteem, lessons learned, ttc, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 06 28th, 2009 | 0 Comments
A Little Tired of Being Strong...
Look. I know that I’m supposed to be made of stronger stuff… And that I can weather situations better than most. I can even find a perfect silver lining in the worst situations so that I can give myself the inspiration to keep on trucking. Today? Not so much. I talked to a few people (who...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, love & marriage, ttc, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 06 6th, 2009 | 0 Comments
Reconstruction – Week 1...
What a week. I don’t even know how to articulate everything that’s happened. I’m not quite sure I remember it all. But I’ll try. Sunday – Angels of mercy in the form of my friends came by to fete me before I had to fast. Li’l Vic came through with food and hair...
Posted by iam in good day, love & marriage, really? nothing, why am i doing this again? on 05 5th, 2009 | 0 Comments
Welcome back, Love...
Time will bring the real end of our trial The day there’ll be no remnants No trace no residual of feelings within ya The day you won’t remember me Your face will be the reason I smile But I will not see what I can not have forever I’ll always love ya I hope u feel the same Woh oooh...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, randomness, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 02 12th, 2009 | 0 Comments