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Posted by iam in dreams, lessons learned, love & marriage, missing you, whatinthehayle? on 01 3rd, 2010 | 0 Comments
Homegoing...
I haven’t posted in a little while – there’s been so much going on. I started today’s post with the intention of documenting this CRAZY dream I had last night. The longer I’m awake though – the less of it I remember – but it was along the lines of this. I was...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, love & marriage, randomness, really? nothing, whatinthehayle? on 12 3rd, 2009 | 0 Comments
Lying and Tiger’s Affairs… o...
(corny, I know… I just HAD to) So… I’m kind of on the outskirts of all of this getting random reports every now and again about the latest. Here’s what I know in short: There was a *makes fingers do the quotations move* “Car Crash” involving Tiger Woods a week ago...
“Emergency” Surgery...
So… I finally went to see the fertility Doctor this past Monday. Admittedly, I’ve been avoiding going back for a second. I got used to the look of my arms sans needle pricks in them and I was enjoying not being drained of blood at any turn. But the babies must be made… so he reported...
That Doesn’t Make Us Friends…...
It’s a little nuts what your subconscious will hold on to. I had a pretty normal evening last night and we hit the sack early because we’re starting a new regimen with our working out that will take longer to complete in the morning so that of course means waking up earlier. But the dream...
Bad Vibrations...
I have lived in apartment buildings all my life. I’ve never had the experience of living in a home that belonged to me or my family where only they lived beneath my feet. And I’ve always been being told to live my life worrying about what I do will affect the people who live beneath and...
Posted by iam in bad day, esteem, lessons learned, ttc, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 06 28th, 2009 | 0 Comments
A Little Tired of Being Strong...
Look. I know that I’m supposed to be made of stronger stuff… And that I can weather situations better than most. I can even find a perfect silver lining in the worst situations so that I can give myself the inspiration to keep on trucking. Today? Not so much. I talked to a few people (who...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, love & marriage, ttc, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 06 6th, 2009 | 0 Comments
Reconstruction – Week 1...
What a week. I don’t even know how to articulate everything that’s happened. I’m not quite sure I remember it all. But I’ll try. Sunday – Angels of mercy in the form of my friends came by to fete me before I had to fast. Li’l Vic came through with food and hair...
Exhumed...
It’s 3:45AM and I woke up from a dream that has me scared like a little child to go back to sleep. Used to be that if I was frightened by a nightmare… well into adulthood, I would run to my mother’s bedside, she would wrap me in her arms, place several thumb drawn crosses on my forehead...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, randomness, whatinthehayle?, why am i doing this again? on 02 12th, 2009 | 0 Comments
Temporary Christianity...
I’ve been writing THIS blog in my head since I moved to Brooklyn – but tonight? I gotta put it to paper. When I was a kid, the Christian (Roman Catholic) church I attended was in a residential area… as most are. It had a big church, chapel and 2 school buildings that occupied a city...