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Nightmares, much?...

Horrid…. terrible imagery last night. As I slept, I dreamt about an island in the night. A small island, covered in palm and plants and the camera of my mind circled over the island. There was activity in the center the land… firelight… drums… an ancestral ritual and dance....
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On the Culture of Taking a Life...

I’ve been preoccupied with this story…. http://www.nj.com/hudson/index.ssf/2010/04/3_charged_in_murder_of_jersey.html At the time that I’m posting this… it’s the most recent and updated story about the killings and the captures. My heart breaks every time I think about Michael...
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What’s Real...

What is real? Realness? Reality? Real Talk? Really Real? I’m for Real? Real Love? Reality Shows? How do you know that what you’ve experienced is real? Versus another dream in your head that is so… “real”istic? I read past memories through this blog and some of...
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Fight Alone...

They’re all going to frown at you… they’re all going to frown at you… Brows furrowed and arms crossed. Fuming at you for wrongs not personally done to them But it’s their job. I’m standing very alone in a situation that calls for backup. But I don’t have much...
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Homegoing...

I haven’t posted in a little while – there’s been so much going on. I started today’s post with the intention of documenting this CRAZY dream I had last night. The longer I’m awake though – the less of it I remember – but it was along the lines of this. I was...
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Lying and Tiger’s Affairs… oh my…

Lying and Tiger’s Affairs… o...

(corny, I know… I just HAD to) So… I’m kind of on the outskirts of all of this getting random reports every now and again about the latest. Here’s what I know in short: There was a *makes fingers do the quotations move* “Car Crash” involving Tiger Woods a week ago...
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“Emergency” Surgery

“Emergency” Surgery...

So… I finally went to see the fertility Doctor this past Monday. Admittedly, I’ve been avoiding going back for a second. I got used to the look of my arms sans needle pricks in them and I was enjoying not being drained of blood at any turn. But the babies must be made… so he reported...
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That Doesn’t Make Us Friends…...

It’s a little nuts what your subconscious will hold on to. I had a pretty normal evening last night and we hit the sack early because we’re starting a new regimen with our working out that will take longer to complete in the morning so that of course means waking up earlier. But the dream...
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Bad Vibrations

Bad Vibrations...

I have lived in apartment buildings all my life. I’ve never had the experience of living in a home that belonged to me or my family where only they lived beneath my feet. And I’ve always been being told to live my life worrying about what I do will affect the people who live beneath and...
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A Little Tired of Being Strong...

Look. I know that I’m supposed to be made of stronger stuff… And that I can weather situations better than most. I can even find a perfect silver lining in the worst situations so that I can give myself the inspiration to keep on trucking. Today? Not so much. I talked to a few people (who...

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