Okay, Enough Already...
I’ve been keeping so much bottled in because I can’t stand the thought of it “getting out”… But you know what – I started this blogging experience way long ago when it was called journaling and i had a paper and pen (found ALL my journals in the excavation of my parent’s...
Posted by iam in lessons learned, love & marriage, randomness, really? nothing, whatinthehayle? on 12 3rd, 2009 | 0 Comments
Lying and Tiger’s Affairs… o...
(corny, I know… I just HAD to) So… I’m kind of on the outskirts of all of this getting random reports every now and again about the latest. Here’s what I know in short: There was a *makes fingers do the quotations move* “Car Crash” involving Tiger Woods a week ago...
Thoughts, Memories, Flashbacks…...
Yesterday was a pretty busy day for my mind. It was occupied with though from the early reaches of the morning till the depths of the evening when I finally gave up and went to sleep. I woke up at 5 AM and jumped to work as there were some items that needed to be handled even though we had a 5 day weekend....
Posted by iam in lessons learned, love & marriage, randomness, why am i doing this again? on 11 28th, 2009 | 0 Comments
Too Hot for FB...
Hi, FB Fam…. we need to talk. Without getting too technical… we need some space… But here’s the technical of it, because I know you just said “Why???” I’ve been journaling since I was about 10 years old. Writing poems. Putting down my personal thoughts. Writing...
Can’t Win for Losing...
Yet… another strange dream. Where I pick this dream up is that a bunch of people I know, mixed company from all the walks of my life, are getting together for some kind of a party…. game night… beer night… watch tv at a bar night – something non monumental and E and I have...
Strange Dreams (again)...
Last nights dream was bizarre, but I’m beginning to think that’s the only kind of dreams alloted to me lately. I was visiting a friend (who by what she looks like in the dream… I’ve never seen or met this woman before in real life). And her house is far out in the suburbs of...
Got till it’s Gone…...
“Lemme just fuck with’it for a minute…” – Q-tip I’ve been reminiscing a lot with folks about the olden days. I know. I’m not THAT old that “olden days” should be so far behind. But it doesn’t take being 60 to look back at experiences just...
That Doesn’t Make Us Friends…...
It’s a little nuts what your subconscious will hold on to. I had a pretty normal evening last night and we hit the sack early because we’re starting a new regimen with our working out that will take longer to complete in the morning so that of course means waking up earlier. But the dream...
The Healer...
so many religions... “Humdi Lila, Allah, Jehovah, Yahweh, Dios, Ma’at, Jah, Rastafara, Fire, Dance, Sex, Music, Hip Hop…” Erykah Badu This morning’s song battled for another in my head, but they’re from the same album. This particular songs music took over in my dreams...There is a mental state
I strive to achieve
a homeostatic state
a humming
a lull
like those alpha wave
tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear
that in my head all day.
Instead of the
clanging of my
thoughts
and the
clashing of my
wants
versus
what I should do
need to do
and the sad,
bright violins
from "Sunshine"
so melancholy
so consistent
that remind me
how it is
not to have
anyone understand
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