I want you I need you But there ain’t no way I’m ever gonna love you Now don’t be sad Cause two out of three ain’t bad -Meatloaf So my song would go slightly differently… like… I love you, I’ll do anything for you… except.. well u know. At least… never when you want or … Read More
I haven’t posted in a few. I’ve been busy clinging to life. Things have just been happening so quickly. I’ve been really trying to keep my head down and my nose to the grindstone when it comes to work. But seems like no matter what I do, there’s no respite from the barage of crap … Read More
Here I am. The night before I have to turn my borrowed soul back to those undertakers. And all they’ll do is lock it up and torture me through the bars with me helpless to save myself. I am really bummed about going back to work. Mostly because I was just getting into this very … Read More
My Soundtrack for this week: When I tell you that this week was NEEDED… I kid you not. I was so tense up until this point. But I’m so relaxed now and happier. I really cleaned and organized. My room is once again a safe haven for me to sit and think and just be. … Read More
I had a moment this morning while I was getting ready for work that I felt I should blog. I don’t believe I have any recollection of this man on paper in my files, but I’ll go ahead and put it down now. I remember getting ready to graduate from college and I got a … Read More
Today was a simply BEAUTIFUL day. The sky was SO blue. I find myself comparing the blueness of the sky to how blue it was on 9/11/01. I remember waking up and thinking the sky was inexplicably blue. What a ghastly day… for such PERFECT sky and weather. But what today’s blue was also phenomenal … Read More
The last few days have been strange with their twist of life, happiness, love, contentment, sadness and death. Work has been unusually difficult for me to get my mind through. Although, I always say it’s unusual. But I manage to find a way through it. But my brain is muddling through it all. I got … Read More
This weekend started for me on Friday. I woke up and my eye was acting conjunctivitis-ish. But it calmed down for the day and I was at work. Learning much at the hands of Mr. K.Deeezay. He’s really so very smart. I wonder if I’m going to learn everything I need to before he breaks … Read More
Funny how life changes things for people and you begin to become this totally different person. I ventured off onto the seldom visited Black Planet. What a land of mischief and decadence that was years ago. Something told me to go in there and check up on if my page even still exists and the … Read More
Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other. – Carl Jung “if you remember nothing else, remember that marriage is a struggle for control” – a friend of mine wrote to me the other day in reference to … Read More