Spring Cleaning

Categories: aspirations, change, family, figuring it out, love & marriage, makin moves

That’s what we’ve been doing in this household. Thanks to my baby and his steadfast commitment to his word, my brother, he and I got together yesterday, bought a bunch of supplies, strapped on some dust masks and went at the kitchen. I dare say my kitchen is bearable now. I’m not afraid of it … Read More

If you were mine…

Categories: future gazing, love & marriage

Bad advice from the wrong people can sometimes have a positive result. I won’t go in to the details, but someone who was not qualified to give me advice about my relationship, went ahead and did so and her words danced around in my mind wreaking havoc all day yesterday. I completely withdrew from the … Read More

Right Beside

Categories: celebrations, dreams, future gazing, love & marriage

Me, Max and my baby went to a bridal “expo” tonight. It really wasn’t an exposition of any kind. Just one company that pesters me INCESSANTLY. But they lured me and Max in with promises of free liquor (Wine and cheese reception). So we attended, hoping it would be something where many companies went to … Read More

New Beginnings

Categories: dreams, love & marriage

Tonight, my baby and I witnessed a couple’s new beginning. A pre-orchestrated Game Night that was held a friends house… so that during the perfectly timed game of Cranium (Turbo Edition) while sculpting a clue for his team to figure out, Hayden sculpted a ring out of playdoh… his girlfriend correctly answered the clue… and … Read More

Home

Categories: celebrations, excursions, love & marriage

After much driving and flying around, I’m finally home. I don’t really have too much to say. I slept on most of the planes because I was completely tuckered out from the weekend. I’m sitting here now, thankful that I’ve given myself the option of a short week. I really don’t have much to do … Read More

Yearning for Your Love

Categories: aspirations, good day, love & marriage

I was sitting here updating my blog, surfing the web… and just relaxing. Enjoying a day of not HAVING to do anything (until later on when we would drive out to Noonan so we could watch Wrestlemania 21 on a big screen TV in Taz’s parent’s house). At one point, my baby and I started … Read More

Cursed

Categories: bad day, celebrations, love & marriage, sorority stuffs, worship

I don’t know where to begin. There were so many emotions and most of them were overwhelming. I could attempt to go chronologically but I’d be writing for days. I took pictures of everything I could… because I realize that this may very well be the last time I see my line sister. I’m really … Read More

Pointed

Categories: love & marriage, reminiscing, sorority stuffs, traveling

I slept amazingly well last night. There is no mystery as to why. And it was completely welcome and needed and perfect. *sigh* I noticed though… I don’t curl my toes… they seem to point at the heights of passion. LMAO! Guess it’s that everlasting ballerina deep within me that makes her cameo every so … Read More

Fear?

Categories: good day, love & marriage

Usually, right before a flight, I sit with the jitters… butterflies in my tummy… just nervous. I always fear flying because it’s my luck that I’d die in some horrific crash or turn of events (which is probably why 9/11 freaked the hell out of me. I had nightmares for 3 months). But I’m sitting … Read More

Paradigm

Categories: friends, love & marriage

Twice on the conversation, I referred to it as the “funeral”. Yeah… when we get there on Friday for T’s Funeral… I mean… Wedding. I’d shake my head in shame and disgust. Shame because I should NEVER wish any negativity on anyone’s union. Disgust, because it’s so not like me to NOT voice my concern … Read More