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bad day esteem

Wearing It.

I had a comfort food laden liquor flowing dinner with a good friend of mine last night who was interested in saving my heart from ruin. I have recently been heart broken. And I dare…

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Soon and very soon

It’s all coming to a head. Mommy’s sick again and back in the hospital. I have irreconcilable issues with my husband. My real desire to stick around is slipping from my grasp. I’m not really…

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Comfort

And the doctor said…. ( para phrasing ) “The biopsy came back positive for cancer cells. We’re just not sure of the origin of the cancer cells so there’ll have to be research done on…

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bad day esteem

What you know to be true

So – mom is in the hospital again. She’s been since the beginning of the month. And as is standard fashion for my brother and I, we dropped everything and raced to her side every…

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bad day family

In Vain

I don’t have the energy to retype everything so I’ll just copy and paste the rant that I just typed to R. You’ll get the gist. me: just got off the phone with mom. she’s…

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Spinning…

It’s all I can muster right now. More later…   Was it loneliness that brought you here Broken and weak Was it tiredness that made you sleep Have you lost your will to speak Was…

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Still Up

The world has gone to sleep and left me here sitting at this computer. I’m painfully lonely tonight (sur-fucking-prise) but I’m just working through it. Literally, all the work I’d do at my desk tomorrow,…

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bad day check in figuring it out

Silly Girl.

That sums up how I feel today. Just weird. One minute, I’m really happy. Then I’m really not so happy… borderline depressed. Then I’m indifferent. Then I’m lonely. So, I’m thinking that I must be…

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