My general disposition the last few days. Last night it was really bad. It was to the point of borderline depression. I just felt horrible about everything… life… work… home… just everything. On the brink of tears, even, at how badly I felt. I just forced myself to sleep because I couldn’t bear the sudden deep sadness. This AM, along with physical malaise, that sadness has been met with apathy. Just… eh… about everything (again). It’s a beautiful day… The breeze is blowing… but… eh.
I can’t even finish the blog with a regular recap.